AP Tests

I failed. Plain and simple.

I didn't get my results back, but I'm pretty sure I did horribly.

Like, on the essay portions of the bio and english exams I took, my essays were SOOOOOOOO bad. I didn't even know what to write for some of them!!! OMG seriously, I really don't want the results of my exams to ever come out... but they will.

However, I'm a senior, so bad AP tests don't really matter. On the other hand, my english and bio teachers still get to see my score. And I really, REALLY don't want them to see my score, and possibly ask me about it. The thought of it is enough to stress me out. I tried to ask my guidance counselur to cancel it, but I kept missing her. When I finally DID find her, it was too late to cancel them. Guess I didn't try to find her hard enough.

Oh well. Nothing I can do now except wait for the impending doom that won't really affect me in any huge way. Scratch that. It will affect me. But I don't wanna worry about it right now. I'm really tired about worrying about things that you can't change. For a while now, I've decided to be sad and regreful for a BIT, but afterwards, forget about it and focus on other things. Worrying endlessly is pointless and kills you on the inside. And after years of doing that to myself, I've gotten myself to stop pretty well :)