I've Lost... My Stern Face

So when I tried to make a stern face in english class today... I found that... I couldn't

OMG, I actually couldn't

This is big news, seriously. Like, just a few months ago, I was able to make myself look stern, like during times when my parents were bothering me by talking to me about stuff. But... I CAN'T MAKE THAT FACE ANYMORE!!!!

And that's when I realized... I've been so happy lately, that... I've lost the ability to make my face look/feel stern. Like, moving my face around to make myself look stern doesn't feel natural anymore!!! o.o I was kinda shocked. My face muscles... feel relaxed, not tense like they are when I'm in a less then good mood.

I...I just can't make my face stern... I can't believe it... I guess... I've become accustomed to the good things in my life. I haven't had a real bad time with my parents, I've been hanging out with my friends like mad, I don't get bad grades (cuz I haven't taken a test in a while), I haven't had much schoolwork... all these things together (but mostly the time w/ friends thing) have made me... happier =)

It's kinda strange... but I don't think that this is really a bad thing.

Haha My mom has told me in the past to stop looking so stern, but I kept saying that a stern face was my default face after all the years of annoying stuff I've had to deal with. But a few years back, I've tried to give off a more happy appearance. Like, keep my eyes more that half open, relax my face muscles, and smile more.

haha I've gotten pretty good at my happy appearance. I guess this ia part of the reason why I lost my forced stern look. lol the only drawback is that I ALWAYS smile when I start to talk w/ my friends, so I'm worried that I might unconciously be smiling when we're talking about a bad or sad topic. ^^" I'm working on that now. Getting more facial expressions... being more relaxed with myself and others, adults, peers, random passerbys, everyone.

I guess this is one thing that I can list for how I've changed myself for the better. =)