How I Prepared for AP Exams

I didn't

But I should have.

But I ended up waiting to the very last day to do the bulk of my studying for both exams. Which is why I canceled one of them. I was originally supposed to take three exams... but I was utterly unprepared for it. I canceled my calc exam, and I guess its good that I did, cuz I would've failed if I had taken it. But then again, I did pretty bad on the rest of my exams.

I don't know. I was pretty stressed about it, and couldn't even study on the last day. Though it's not a bad anymore, I have a habit to stress out about tests and not even be able to sit myself down at my desk chair and read the textbook. I just can't bring myself to do it. It's like something inside my is infecting my body, and stopping it from just doing the work.

I MUST get rid of this by college. I hope I can make myself study for finals. I kind feel like I shouldn't even try since it's my senior year and all, and my grades are bad, but good enough to pass. But I know that I still have to do an okay job with them... unfortunately. I hope I can do alright.