Dreams

I haven't dreamed well in years. And what I mean by that is that my dreams are always kinda hazy when I have them, and when I wake up I always forget them. It's like, the second I wake up, the tv that's presenting the show of my dream is turned off, before I get the chance to take it in in the slightest.

Haha maybe not the best comparison, but really, after I wake up from a dream, I remember a bit of it... then one fact to two... and then it's gone completely. And when I try to recall it, I feel like there's a dark void in my head where the memory of my dream used to be. I wasn't always like this. When I was a kid, I hadmore vivid dreams, and I remebered them too. But they weren't exactly good dreams. One time when I was kid, I had one of those bad dreams where you can't find your parents. I was in my elementary school lunch room and it was packed with ppl, and somehow the windows near the ceiling had become glass windows from which ppl on the nonexistent second floor were. I saw my mom up there, but when I took a second look, she was gone. I fantically pushed my way through the crowd trying to find her and I woke up. I ran to my parent's room crying saying "I had a dream that I tried to find you, but you were gone." Typical little kid thing. Haha I still remember what happened so well.

Haha another kid dream I still remember is a dream where I flew in the air. I was running on my old street then a truck was coming towards me. I ran toward it, and as I ran I started to rise up into the air. So I was flying but, in order to fly, I had to keep the running motion. Haha image what the bed sheets were like when I woke up lol (actually they weren't really messed up, though I think I WAS kicking in my sleep). haha so I don't know it I was flying or jumping cuz after a got over the truck I slowed my pace and started falling down. I don't remember if the dream ended there of if I actually ran faster and started to rise up again. In any case, I remember that interesting dream even today.

Anyways, though I don't remember them, my dreams nowadays seem to consist of me doing something adventurous or action-y or something. Something interesting. Haha They've even included love. Haha but I think that's cuz I've been watching/reading/etc stuff online and on tv and manga/stuff. But still, I think it's nice to have dreams, though I seems like it can be kinda tiring, taking away from a peaceful night's sleep. I still think it would be nice to have dreams. Haha maybe if I had a dream, I could stop and think to myself, hey I'm dreaming, and do something.

Haha actaully, once, when I was a bit older than a little kid, I think I had a dream but I realized it was a dream and the dream dissapated, and I was stuck in blackness. I knew that physically, I was laying on my back, arms along my sides, as if I was standing. But I was like this mentally too. In the blackness, I was like, in the same position I was phycially. Haha so in this condition, I was like, "hmm this is pretty cool/interesting! Let's see if I can wkae myself up... hmm come on..." and soon enough, woke up!! :D That was an interesting experience! hahaha

I heard that a certain vitamin and that sleeping in a certain direction towards the sun can cause dreams, but I never really looked into that. I guess I've just haven't bothered with it for all these years, mostly cuz it wasn't really important and that I didn't relaly care that much. I just think that it'd be interesting. haha ^^