A Pretty Happy Realization

Haha so I haven't posted on my blog for a while, even though I still got a bunch of things I wanna talk about.

Lol anyways, I'm not gonna post a lot for a while cuz I'm stressing over AP tests and I just don't feel like it... probably b/c of the AP tests hahaha.

I just wanted to quickly post something in case I forget to write about it later.

Hahaha so, I was watching a funny TV show called Friends, and today's episode was about one of the main characters getting married. Now, getting married is a big deal and all, but that wasn't the issue here. For the past few years, whenever I've seen a marriage, whether it was on TV or in real life or whatever, I've always felt a dark tugging feeling. This is because the relationship between my parents was a biiiiit bad at the time... well, more like up until the end of 2008.

Okay it was just plain horrible. So horrible that I began developing some negative feelings concerning marriage (of course, I did have happy feelings too since it's marriage after all, it's jsut that my happy feelings were muddled by my negative ones).

Anyways, when I watched the marriage seen today, I realized that my negative feelings were gone. It was a really shocking realization, a happy one too. I guess by bad feelings disappeared because my parents have behaving well lately. I say "behaving well" rather than "getting along well" because before they got along well, I had come to see them a little kids squabbling over whatever lol.

I'm really glad that my parents have been getting along well. It's made life at my house a LOOOOOOOT better. Seriously. haha. I'm also really glad that I don't feel any animousity towards marriage any more. =)